Never Have to Hate

How do I make you understand
I did it because you are all I have
It doesn't make it ok
It doesn't make it right
I suppose I'll never tell you
Just so you'll never have to hate what I've become

How do I make you understand
I did it because you never let me before
It doesn't make it ok
It doesn't make it right
I suppose you'll never be able to change it
Just so I'll never have to hate you because I wasn't free

How do I make you understand
I did it because it's my way of life
It doesn't make it easy
It doesn't make it wrong
I suppose you'll never be able to change it
Just so we don't have to hate our addiction

How do I make you understand
I did it because I have no choice
It doesn't make it easy
It doesn't make it wrong
I suppose I'll be all right
Just so we never have to hate who I am

How do I make you understand
I did it because it makes me happy
It doesn't make it wrong
It doesn't make it selfish
I suppose you'll never stop me
Just so you never have to hate how I change

How do I make you understand
I did it because you scorned me
It doesn't make it selfish
It doesn't make it right
I suppose you'll never see what happened
Just so I'll never think you'll never hate me

How do I make you understand
I did it because I you are my world
It doesn't make it right
It doesn't make it ok
I suppose you'll never know
Just so the world will never know how wrong we are

How do I make you understand
I did it because I need to be noticed
It doesn't make it ok
It doesn't make it right
I suppose I'll never quit
Just so you'll never hate my real face

How do we make you understand
We do it because we love
It doesn't make it ok
It doesn't make it right
We suppose it'll never alter
Just so we never have to hate