Best. Con. Ever.

Or at least so far.

I mean Dragon*Con was awesome and all but this one hit a more personal level of win.

First of all I went up to Perform Repo! up there with Midnight Cinema. We had been preparing and getting closest to screen actuate as we could manage. I went up Friday, even though Thursday we had a rehersal. I had classes but hey, you do what you have to do. I got up there and dressed out as a Gentern and went around premoting the show as we needed to. Sold prop bags and everything.

Got time for the show and we headed in to set up. Took a little bit to do so but it all was going over well. Bill Moseley, who plays Luigi in Repo if you've been living under a rock, happened to come back stage. Bill, Terrance Zdunich, Darren Smith and J. Larose were all introducing us. Once I was ready I actually had a chance to talk to Bill Moseley. For those of you who also don't know... Luigi is my favorite character in that show and I understudy him. So getting to talk to Bill was freaking amazing.

We had a ten minuet conversation about acting in general. He said just to never let my imagination die. Basically, even if some things are in the script you ca fill stuff in that isn't explained, without being told. He apperentally reads the script a few times and then just sits and closes his eyes and lets his imagination just take over. It was really nice advice. I also asked him where he though Luigi's scars came from. I had previously asked Terrance about that but he didn't actually ever say for sure. Said maybe from fights because of his anger and Bill agreed with that as well as he was possibly a bit of a mashocistic bastard.

I had explained my idea of Luigi possibly having Cystic Fibrosis or something similar and Bill said he liked the idea, Terrance said the same. It was awesome to get the okay for my own ideas by the creator and portrayer of my favorite character right before the show. It was such a fantastic feeling.

The introduction was fun. Bill quoted Luigi's opening verse of Mark it Up I about peed myself with joy. The show started and well... the sound was fucked up. It took a good half hour to get things right and we lost some of the audience but hey it worked out in the end. We had stalled by doing a Gentern Sexy Party Dance with Pavi. Things were stressful but otherwise good. I actually feel it was one of our best performances because of the stress. durring Op'ra Shit Darren Smith played Single Mom for us! It was so awesome. He Xed out his nipples and everything! The show itself was a blur but it's showing up in peices on youtube so it's all good.

We finished and packed up after a few pictures for people and headed back to hotel rooms to change for the pool party. That shit was awesome. Darren came for a wile and there was a Michael Myers who was stalking around. Some crazy antics did follow though. I mean... sex in the pool and two people going to the hospital because they drank too much. However everything did turn out alright in the end, which is good. I'd have hated to see anything bad happen.

I think I slept a total of two and a half hours that night before waking up for the next day. I was dressed as Luigi that day and went and got Coffee like a good little fangirl. we hung out at the table and walked around the dealers room. I eventually had to go help Terrance out and just take money and such. Wile doing that we were also talking to Darren. A new Largo child was created for Steve.

Steve Largo, who happens to be the child of Rotti's first wife and the Band leader. After he was born Rotti killed his wife, this why Luigi lacks a mom. He was born on October 9th 2009. It was pretty awesome, we talked about it all night and joked with Darren.

We had the Repo pannel and we asked a few questions. I asked their favorite lines and all I can recall is Bill misquoting Luigi by saying "What's this Decaf!? I WILL STAB YOU IN THE FACE!!" which I got a kick out of. As far as role reversal with gender he said he'd like to play Amber 'cause she was hot, so I got some points on Luigi wanting his sister XD. I also got to eat Lunch with Terrance Mel and Steve that night. Just the four of us. After that we went out to eat with the cast and Darren. God I had a blast. I mean we invented Penis Bacon and I <3 you. It was a damn good night.

Last day was also pretty epic. I went and got Bill's signature and also compared coffee sizes with him. Mine was bigger 'cause I was sharing with Jeanna. I was also sitting with Terrance wile the shadowcast pannel was going on. I didn't mind missing it and I got to hang with Terrance. I was still dressed as Luigi since I needed to take my cosplay pics with Jeanna. Took them by the well named Largo Room. You can see them here: [link] Pics of me with Bill are there as well.


At one point Bill Moseley came over and tapped me and was like "Hey, Luigi, want to watch my table for me wile I go eat lunch." I of course jumped the chance. So I was his stand in for a bit. He gave me some water, I like the fan I am still have the bottle. Terrance came and talked to me over there. I think someone though I was Bill for a moment when I was looking down because they looked disappointed when I looked up again. He came back and gave me a hug and thanked me. Was pretty freaking epic.

After that I stayed with Terrance a little more and waited for Steve to get out of the poker game he was playing. He ended up in third place! I was so proud of him. After that we figured we should go so we said goodbye to everyone. Bill gave me a pretty fantastic hug and we went by our table. I had a pretty good trip home, heard Nikko and Sam came in third in the costume contest which is brilliant.

Steve and I took the Thankless Job victim home to Paradiso before he brought me home. I had a blast in the ride, though it was cramped. Over all the con was fucking brilliant. I miss being there so bad but I just get to look foward to it again next year.

Thanks for a great Time Everyone

Cheers

So.... things have gotten awesome. No lie.

I got my drivers liscence a couple days ago. Which is really pretty brilliant. Drove to McDonalds first and yesterday to Rachel's house to hang out and work on some stuff for TARDIS party since... we've been filming and taking pictures bit not actually doing anything.

I succeeded in finishing my baby. Which is a music video to Gallifreyan History 101 with Five and Ainley. Me being Ainley, Rachel being Five. Took about three days of editing but you really should go watch it look up The TARDIS Party on youtube or go to our live journal It's posted there as well.

It had like 130 views last night before I went to bed at like... 2 am or summat. Which, that was the fastest growing video, views wise, I have ever had on TARDIS party. Extreamly exciting and Kat was kind enough to point out that we made it on to Daily Who. Even more exciting.

I also made some spiffy new icons since.. that one animated one we had was just... bleh. It was good when we first made it but now? Not so good really. I borrowed one I liked of myself. New default ftw. Kinda feel like a dork having an icon of myself but...whatever. I look cool. So yeah. And cosplay. That's win too.

In other awesome news a wile ago I auditioned to do voices for a Life on Mars cartoon that someone was going to do. Worked on the accent for freaking ever, btw thanks to everyone for their help on that. I was really worried if I'd get it or not because I wanted it pretty bad. I was trying out for Sammy of course :3 I figured since I was also helping edit the script that even if I didn't get the part I'd be alright since, you know I was part of it and all.

Got the e-mail today.

Not only did I get Sam but I was also offered Gene's part too! Apperentally I was just that awesome What I said to do was, though, to open the part on LI1973 to see if she got any better autidions for the part. May be weird having the same person do both voices, though I have my ideas on how I'd do that. Still if no one else does better then I said I would do both.

I really want to do both... but you know...I don't want to see selfish since they are the two main parts and all <.< But we'll see what happens.

All in all everything looks pretty damn good at the moment. So I'll keep you all updated on what is going on.

Cheers

I was feeling nostalgic today and I was looking at old pictures and reading old journals on Deviantart when I happened across one dated for "Febuary 15, 2006 8:01 PM"

I've read this journal a few times. It was of the e-mail Brandon had sent me to break up with me. Let me just post my old journal for you to see. It starts with the e-mail I got from him in responce to the e-mail I sent him for Valentines day

" "I am engaged to my girlfriend Jamie and I am in love with her very much. I am
desperately in love with her and I honestly want to spend the rest of my life
with her.

I apologize for everything I've done to you. I am admittedly a compulsive liar
and after Kara broke up with me I honestly don't know what I became. Jamie has
finally pulled me out of this horrible area I have found myself seeping in and
out of for last few years. I was even able to deny Kara recently without any
hesitation.

We cannot see each other or speak to each other anymore. You are more than
intitled to hate me but I would appreciate if you would break contact with
Jamie and myself. Even if your Valentines Day email was completely innocent, my
internet friend showed it to Jamie and thus we have a problem. I love her so
much and I cannot lose her so you and I must part ways for good. I am so sorry
for everything I have done, I am a terrible asshole so you do not need to tell
me.

I hope you have a good life and find happiness. I'm sorry. Good Bye"

I got this today... from Brandon.. I really did love him Dated for a year and a little under 4 months... I know it wouldn't last forever he's 21 after all... but fuck man you don't tell someone this to brek up with them after you send them a vantentines e-mail... wtf! I'm depressed now so yeah....whatever..." "

Normally when I ran across this in the past... I cried hysterically or got extreamly angry. He was the first person I ever fell in love with and... for the longest time should he have walked to my door I would have dropped everything just to take him back. I knew it was wrong but I didn't care.

Constantly I wanted to check on him...find a way to contact him and just make sure he was okay and that he was happy. I never did though. Secretly I wanted to run into him at HHN, which is where we met in 2004 (We didn't date untill later on).

Now I read it today and for the first time I didn't feel anything. Not upset or angry. It was just words. Nothing more.

I think I'm finally over him

Cheers

So after all the stress and stuff I atleast have a schedual. Now I have to pay for it but it's a plus. I'm trying to get a job still so we'll see about this :3 Anyway this is what I have for you all who care to know.

Monday
12:00 -12:50
Liberal Arts

4:00-5:20
College Writing 1

Tuesday
9:30-10:50
Theater History 1

1:00-3:20
Production Hour

Wednesday
12:00 -12:50
Liberal Arts

4:00-5:20
College Writing 1

Thursday
9:30-10:50
Theater History 1

1:00-3:20
Production Hour

7:10-10:00
Appriciation of Theater

Friday
12:00 -12:50
Liberal Arts

Fuck you.

With your orientation that did nothing and you not allowin me to register so that I have shitty class times because you hate theater majors. Fuck you and making me retake ALEKS because you had no way of telling me what classes I registered for. Fuck you are your stupid billion log ins with Unique ID and other shitty stuff so that I don't even know how to go pay for my classes or for my parking decal.

FUCK YOU and all the stress you are putting me through for no bloody good reason. Is it really worth it to be this stressed out because no one can give me a straight answer or get me where I need to be.

I can't do this shit.

Thanks for making me have no appitite.

I'm going to go cry now.

Cheers